Merchiee on the beat, Shabang!! All of her opps, they're dead!! Why do they gas her up. Where does it go, her head!!
I was listening to that sound while typing this. Please know that you are still and will always be my bestest friend I will ever have. I am going to miss you and I want you to know that I wish and pray the best for you. You deserve the world Mercia. You are such a strong, resilient, caring, funny asf, big softy that acts like a gangster. You always treat people kindly and when you friend enough your gangster comes out. I am so privileged to have gotten to know you and experience a part of life with you. You are all that!! I want to remind you that you are never alone. I will fly to Durban if you need me. I am very serious. I will be there for you in anything you need. Not because I have to but because I want to be there for you always. Get out of Effer Ventures. You are so much better than this place. I have never spoke to anyone about certain things I told you and I want to say thank you for not making me feel less than or rubbing it in my face. I will miss our walks, lunch, annoying you and just talking straight shit. I laugh the most with you and I enjoy being around you (I know I sound pathetic). I will always have the tea for you and have your best interests at heart. You need to make me Soji one day.
If you are wondering, yes this is a love letter. I will never know when to say this to you.
Mercia John, I Codi Levi Kader love you. Not as a friend or a sibling or a colleague. I love you as a woman. I have gotten to know you and I know you. I will never judge you or speak bad about anything you have told me or anything you have done. You are still an amazing little bitch. I really wish I could be a part of your life forever and see how beautiful you will grow. Please don't feel sorry or indebted to me for anything I did or because of what I am saying. I want you to know that everything I did was because I wanted to be there for you and with you.
If you made it this far thank you for reading. God bless you Mercia.